Distance is measured in...?

What is distance? How can it be measured? Kilometers? Miles? String? Footsteps? Impact you/someone has on you? Is it for a good reason, or for a bad one? How do you know... Can you be so sure?

The saying.. "I'd fight for my children".. "I'd climb mountains for the one I love".. Is it just a saying as such or has someone actually completed this for it to be true.

Or "If you love something, let it go and if it comes back it was meant to be".. "Absence makes the heart grow fonder".. As far as I can see.. These sayings can rather contradict themselves..

All I know is that regardless of any struggles, mountains, trouble.. Good times and bad.. If you try.. You can't fail.

Mr M fell into my life and swept me off my feet. He has continued to do this from day one and I do love him. I have never felt this way for anyone besides my boys before. He has taken my life and heart in his hands and is mending the pieces. Just by sheer coincidence he felt the same way by no forced input on my behalf. Just by being myself.

He lives three hours away. I can't stand being apart from him. I've done the drive twice in a week.. Bit difficult with the boys.. But I'm just glad they are good travelers.

Currently we are camping. A HUGE step for the boys. This is new. And it's a first for us to have a little holiday and to get away. It's been beautiful here.. The boys aren't coping too well though.
I'm rather torn as to just packing up and heading home or staying and hoping it gets a bit better. It's all a learning experience. But it's this first full time experience with the boys and L's A that has my chest pain etching it's way back in and my anxiety peaking.

They are a huge "baggage" for someone to take on. I have a lot of thoughts running through my head. Can't process it all but all I know is I love him. And I couldn't live my life without him. But again.. It's his decision.

Distance can't be measured. M7 no longer have KM readings on your next destination rather they have time. Time can't even measure your distance because it depends on the terrain and the reason your traveling that distance. Either way... If you want something so bad.. Never give up. Keep fighting, keep trying and don't let it go. No distance, no negative input, no mountain and defiantly no barrier... To something that makes you happy. Everyone deserves that happiness in any form or venture. Whether it be a job, a house, garden, clothing choice... Anything... <3
*Let something be free... If it comes back.. It was meant to be!*